Can you

 can you see me now

as i change into seasons

can you pick me now

as i fall into pieces

i know its difficult 

to be with me

i blew it all

i pray He forgives me

and i couldn't get you a simple ring

nor a happy spring

couldn't get you anything

couldn't bring you anything,

except for a lot of grief

and pain and so much grief

i couldn't bring you anything

couldn't get you anything,

else

can you feel me now

when im so far away

if you close your eyes

and see what i see

you believe,

that there is another life out there

and ill be waiting there

maybe He may perform again

one of His Miracles.

maybe we will be

together in that unseen

you know what He can do

when He decides to Wish it.